15 Feb 2024, Saturday
Wow. It snowed HARD today!!! now i could talk about how much i fucking hate my job especially for not just letting us close but thats not constructive rn.
we didnt do much for valentines day yesterday :( i knew it was vday but like.... i forgot. like. work is making all my days fog up and mush together. its really really bad for me. im hoping on my next check (next week) i can take connor and i somewhere... also all the snow kind of had me not wanting to go out and potentially get stuck, epecially when im broke as fuck. so we're gonna try to do an actual celebration on my paycheck. connor isnt pressed about it, hes always happy when we're spending time together-- and so am i! i just wanted to do something special, but brain fog and snow and being broke got in the way :( oh well.
downloaded some movies and shows last night to prepare for lent-- im onlyy gonna watch lives on twitch/youtube and stuff ive downloaded during that time. so if dechartgames or jaymoji or failboat or charborg or criken or vinny or WHOEVER starts streaming i go watch them and then afterwards then well i either gotta watch what ive downloaded or actually do something useful with my time. its a great idea and i cant wait to start implementing it IMO. sounds good for productivity AND creativity.
OH, yesterday we DID end up watching Porco Rosso! we've never seen it before. we were hella invested LOL! we were gonna rewatch kiki but we decided on something we *havent* seen. maybe we'll watch something else on my next off day <3 oh I also downloaded season one of the moomin show... i wonder if that'll be cozy? idk, we'll see!! anyway i gotta go to work so byeeeeeee oh also we've been working on our new ACNH town since i decided to wipe the old one! maybe someday i'll post a dream address! okay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
12 Feb 2024, Wednesday
I'll clean this whole thing up in a bit, the editor is SUPER buggy on my phone, aand i wanna, like, decorate this for valentines day bc thatd be hellaaaaa ccuteeeeeeeee 💖💖💖
so. january, right? hell on earth!!! :D a circus!!! 🫠 but, i will do what i can, when i can. i'll continue to be kind, and to help.
in other news, Elise, Our daughter...... i get the feeling that she'll be here in Feb or March. im so excited. just THINK ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️CONNOR, MY GEEMY, A PAPA!!!! OH MY GOODNESS!!!!! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡¡ WAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! ANYWAYS!!!!!
phew!!! anyway for REAL , its been rough lately, but its been worse. ive been worse. so even though work is treating me like shit, i know i have my geemy <3 i have Love!! im blessed to have a roof ober my head and food in my belly. its getting VERY cold tonight. i think about the homeless people and pray they can get to a shelter, that they can get warm, that they can get food.
i had more to talk about.... but im at work and daydreaming of my wonderful connor ♡♡♡♡♡♡ i'll come back with a proper update soon <3