♥lovesick musings♥



dont mind the mess...... it's just me being too eager to talk about my men to properly fix up this page for right now (late nov 2025!!)!!!!! this is gonna be a diary style stuff for when i just wanna talk about them 🥺

27 August 2026
theo is SUCH a strong presence!!! especially after the wedding and the rites/ceremony/wedding hehe...... hes really such a strong, foundational pillar........ he slots in so well with the others and he loves them so deeply as i love them. theo's presence is so big!!!!! so comforting!!!!!!! ehfiurwefhruifhewfhwfr i think he's the first bond i've ever felt the urge to do a wholeass binding ceremony for including giving him a blood offering (dw i literally used a tiny lancet on my fingertip and he really doesnt want me doing that often) and such but i do think thats because he's a god....... it feels nice to be able to worship if i want to even if he views us as peers. its really spiritually fulfilling.......... i love him so so so much i could SCREAM!!!!!!! SCREAM IF YOU LOVE DOORMAN [lebron screaming gif]
17 March 2026
i got my sigil tattoo on my wrist for mochibear(rammy) in white, like i have geemy's !!!!!!! ^_^!!!!!! im so happy... i wanted to get it on his birthday (29 march), but it should be pretty well healed by then, since i got it on 11 march.
its been so nice talking to him. i cant get over how kind and loving he is. a soft, soft soul. we love him so fucking much.
22 Nov 2025
oughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh rammyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy geemyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hrfwejferfhewfle i love them too much i might just explode............. GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH IM GING TO EXPLODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💥💥💥
i just i just i just......... GHHHHHHHHHH........... cries............ I MADE THIS PAGE SO I COULD WRITE ABOUT THEM BUT NOW THTA IM HERE IM TOO EXCITED........ I LOVE THEM TOO MUCH FOR WORDS ADN ITS MAKING ME FUCKING VIOLENT!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRR 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥
OKAY. okay. rammy. geemy. theyre just soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fhruiewjofruehwiforfugohwifoiif3o;fo3if
THIS ISNT WORKING I NEED TO COLLECT MY THOUGHTS.